a little bit of everything

the week is almost over, and i got a little bit of everything, happiness, pain, success, concern, misery, disappointment, frustration, anger, love.

Happy that the week turned out to be productive, with the "pandanggo" shoot and seeing a friend.

Pain caused by the friend who insistedly and intentionally put me to the test.

Success of the shoot and execution and planning of the shoot. went smooth.

Concern for the friend who's back to the world of paranoia, fear, arrogance.

Misery for missing someone so bad, someone u want to speak to but u dont have the money for it.

Disappointment with the shoot in cases of pointing fingers and dumb decision making of your team.

Frustration that can't be helped, with myself for not being there for a friend more often than i could be.

Anger, Anger, Anger just plain ANGER for a lot of things that i can't even start to explain. can't even do anything about it then points back to frustration. Thank You God... for anger... it is also essential to be angry... so we can be happy...

Love, love from my father... love from my lover... love from a friend... love everywhere...

Since this week was full of mixed emotions... i decided to stop being depressed from the fresh pain that i am feeling... and be happy and call up my dad to chat in a bit...

thats that.